My Truthful Dreams
Recently
I have been having some strange dreams including one about Doctor Who, another
about unrequited love and a further about asking a prime minister whether she
has heard of a fish and chips restaurant in Bournemouth. The images have made
me reflect over what ambitions I would like to achieve in life. Here are some
of my truthful dreams.
I
dream that my writing will be read all over the world. I write articles including
those about living with hidden disabilities, just like the one you are reading
now. I produce poetry, short stories, script and have also been finalising a
young adult fiction novel. If you are moved by a story, can relate to one of
the characters, if I can make you cry, laugh or you become inspired then I will
continue to write forever.
I
dream to have a wife and children. I am very close to my parents and sister,
and wish one day to have a family of my own. This does concern me a bit as I
wonder whether I will find someone who will understand I have Crohn’s disease
and dyspraxia and a dad who has severe multiple sclerosis. I worry that I might
not be able to have children, that my body will stop me from producing. I fear I
may not be a good husband or a caring father, but I would love the chance to be
both.
I
dream that everyone will understand all our disabilities. I dream to be in a
world where I do not have to apologise for talking about poo at the dinner
table; that I do not need to say sorry for not having the energy to get out of
bed; do not feel guilty that it may take a little longer to tie shoe laces,
learn to drive, that I may fumble over words; that health conditions have been
and will always be a big part of my life.
These
are some of my truthful dreams, and perhaps one day they will come true.
Thanks for having the confidence to share this Jake
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words.
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